Horror.

Utter horror.

I unfortunately couldn't go to church this morning due to the fact that every person who works at the place I work at has booked their vacations for this long weekend, leaving I and one other person to work this entire weekend. After work, I walk to the bus stop like usual...across the parking lot, across the vehicle entrance to the parking lot, across the worn down, faded yellow grass toward the shelter standing there. And then.

There is a rabbit lying there. It is dead. Its eyes are open. Beady, black, OPEN eyes.

Shock.

Scream, screaamm. Scream. Run to the other side of the shelter. Something like a heart attack. Wait squirming and shuddering for 5 minutes for the stupid bus to take me away from the horror lying within 10 ft of me. Get on the bus, probably quivering, get off, shivering. Visions of dead rabbit with open eyes lying in every area where there is grass, trees, or sidewalk.

...I'm scarred for life.

- and love.

I know exactly how you feel

You were this close to closing deals now

When everything fell from out your hands

You were forced to decide on other plans now

You figured it best to just ignore it

Otherwise you're only living for it.

I will choose not to elaborate on that for now. Haha. But on the other hand, <3! I am buying a California chicken crepe for lunch/dinner (it was about 4:30 and I hadn't eaten yet...which one was it?) and who do I see but Stephen!! And Tracy, his gf:D I had just went to Bubbles with them and Gdi (and Siyao) on Sunday night. So I cry out "STEVE!^^" with delight and he turns and his face lights up. He then comes over with his Stephen grin and I say "Tracy!" and she sees me and comes over too, with her friend. Then she introduces me to her friend (Julie?) and says "this is Stephen's best friend!" Then she turns to me and says "and this is my best friend=)" and Steve grins and hugs me. It was so happy. It was just the best thing ever. I know Steve loves me but! I didn't realize I was his best friend<3 It created a smile on my face and on my heart too. How lovely<3 Oh Steve=)

That's all. Don't judge me.

[01:00:25] !!! says:
JANET ARE U THERE
[01:00:30] !!! says:
JANNETTT
[01:00:31] !!! says:
JANNNET
[01:00:33] !!! says:
JANNNETTTt

[01:14:01] janet 아퍼 says:
HI=D
[01:14:21] !!! says:
OMGOSHH
[01:14:24] !!! says:
JANNETTTTT
[01:14:28] !!! says:
I MISS YA YOOO
[01:14:30] !!! says:
like
[01:14:32] !!! says:
str8 up
[01:14:34] !!! says:
XD
[01:14:56] janet 아퍼 says:
i miss you tooooooooo man

[01:27:47] janet 아퍼 says:
=D
[01:49:38] !!! says:
NIGHT SOUL SISTAAA
[01:49:42] !!! says:
im so
[01:49:43] !!! says:
dead
[01:49:44] !!! says:
XD
[01:49:45] !!! says:
night
[01:49:46] !!! says:
:)
[01:53:24] janet 아퍼 says:
<3 goodnight soul brotha hahahahahaha

Gold.

Nananana, nananana, hey hey hey, goodbye

BYE NATHAN. Have fun in Edmonton away from all the poop jokes and the viewings of Buting and I beating each other up/headlocks that I get trapped in. -edit- Of course you deserve more than a measly line and a half about poop! Thanks for being the (Nathan) Sun while Calgary still lacked the sunshine! You're special too! Despite your enjoyment in street water mist spray, "hey", that's what she said, etc. In fact, just thinking back...you were always lovely to me. All the time! HAHA... -_-. Jk. You'll be missed. Don't ditch us entirely. We shall continue sending you good concert/main performance vids for your viewing pleasure. If you share them w your Edmonton friends maybe it'll go as viral as your fave Rebecca. It'll go NATIONAL. The star will be famous. Maybe you can even get an autograph from the star if you come visit us. Do ittt!:)

Bye Maddo Madmad. January became the end of April and in 6 hours' time it will be time for you to board the flight back to Waterloo =( I miss you already. We love you and will miss you oh so much. Poor Auntie Nan. Poor Yuen girls. Poor David Bates. And poor Maddo's friends. But mostly poor Auntie Nan hahah:P Who knows, maybe the next four months will pass by as quickly as the last four did. Love from us to you!!

That is all. =(