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Monday, June 27, 2011

Frustration.

Something that has been frustrating me immensely for the last maybe half year just slapped me in the face a couple days ago. I don't know why I'm blogging about it now. Maybe it's because I've started to try to get into the habit of not approaching or confronting when angry, but waiting for a later time when the anger boils down. But then I think in this case, the anger will come again as I type it out.

Sometimes when people treat you like crap, even when you know it's wrong and you know that you should say something about it, you don't. But there comes a time when those persons treat someone else that you care about in the same way and it gets to be too much. And when you find out about it, and hear what was said, considering the fact that words are usually the strongest "weapon," it wells up inside of you and bursts out of your vocals in a huge "WHAT IS WRONG WITH ________?!?!!!!???!!! UGHHHHHHH!!!!!!" and an urge to commit violence (i.e. a slap across that person's face). This does NOT happen often with me. Or ever. Actually I think I've never wanted to slap someone across the face before. But this is one of those things that takes the cake. How can one let themselves become this way? To degrade another individual in such a manner? And in public. How?!!?

I will be frank. The person I speak of that I'm angry at is someone I work with. I am realizing now that I am posting this is a sort of attempt to decide whether or not to speak with the general manager about it lest the futures for other employees darken when I leave. I almost feel like it is my responsibility. Should I?


-Edit-

I talked to the general manager with discretion, and the person somehow found out and hates me now. Oh well.